Something I really needed to get off my chest.
Are you there dad?
It’s me your daughter. Ya know, the one you left to follow so close behind your own footsteps. You lead me in the wrong direction. And bid me from your true reflection, you pushed me left when you knew I was to go right. You pushed me away from a future so bright. Sometimes I wonder what would have become of me, a life without you. Would I be as strong? No of course not. But the question is would I have to. If I had lived a life without you, I think I would of ended up happier. The stress you put on me was unbearable, now I see your true colors, they aren’t the bright green or the warm pink I thought they were, they are straight BLACK AND WHITE. and I was too blind to see what was right in front of me. Too scared to truly take a bite of my own reality. Never once did you warn me of what I could become. Never knew what i was expected to overcome. A monster owned by another, trained to portray the portrait of my perfect mother. But the true reflections of that picture are being seen. The reflection of you inside of me. A monster a demon a poser a fake a traitor a liar an addict a mistake. These words rhyme with your actions. They slur with your words and they blend with your face. If i could, i would take it all and hit erase. I’m done waiting for my superhero, it’s me dad… Your daughter, now suck it up and start being my father..